another day, another completely different day

Okay, this is exactly what I mean.. Tonight, I feel fantastic. Tonight I flirted, I laughed, I chatted, I ate chocolate and drank wine. And I am not thinking that this day sucks. This day is good!

So, I'm gonna go on a date soon. With a guy who I used to be whipped on, years ago.. Is that lame? He's in a band, and I used to be a groupie... in college. Not really my thing anymore though.. (How pathetic does that sound!) But he's cute in a weird way thats like, 'I wanna impress you, but I'm gonna do it by just being me' Which is fine by me. I used to try and change who I was for people but I really had no idea who I was or what I wanted. But not anymore. This. is. me. Who I am right now is the most comfortable I have ever been. But no-ones perfect, I know, at least of all me.

Anyway, I'll tell you about my date when it happens... :)

xx lilyb